Considerations ...
Salento, half of my holidays and more ... serenity. Because when you are well desired by all, you feel it, they accept you as you are ...
I was lucky, I found wonderful people, quiet, available ...
Florence is my life, I dare not think of a life that is this ... nn now I go on vacation and when I get back, move to the new system as well as improves the quality the study and reduce the paranoia. I want to be better than that, become more independent, slowly try to compensate me for all they have done for me, I'm sorry I can not say that my real life is in Genoa, but the situation was unbearable, I suffer still too often that I get back. The air of that place has become too heavy, do not get me wrong, I want a world of good to my family ... but well, I do not live, and nn is for victims ... is that it hurts me to see things as they are and not just on the one hand, both ... I can not find me in the middle of a crossfire whenever I go home.
Florence is my new real home ... because it is Only my ... is my bomb shelter, a house is being built slowly ... study for hours, then I will work, I will have to make myself totally independent and live better.
Solitude, my demon, every now and then come back to me ... in moments of thought. When I think of what I left behind to become what I am, I realize that in the end I always searched for independence ... Even as a child. My demon traveling with me, sometimes comes and sometimes not ... but when you see me, because I completely wraps to protect myself from the world.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Can Electric Heat Cause Sinus Infection
the Florentine
are those days before the exam when you feel the world on his shoulders. The house is too big to me, the room is too small to me ... eat? no, nn sn even think about it That is in me so nervous all of the past ...
is, a thousand saws mental ... become unbearable for me, I hate studying alone in this enormous house. I'm used to being students in the classroom, with my friends ...
My demon starts to wear on me very much when the weekend arrives and the house is empty ... only the sounds of cars passing fast as ... this is almost unnerving silence, depresses me, I oprime ... I am losing my mind, sometimes it's nice to have your own quiet corner ... but not for long.
Yesterday while cooking and watching my friends riducchiare for the kitchen, and I was happy because they are those few moments in which I am truly quiet.
sclero after this afternoon ... over and out.
are those days before the exam when you feel the world on his shoulders. The house is too big to me, the room is too small to me ... eat? no, nn sn even think about it That is in me so nervous all of the past ...
is, a thousand saws mental ... become unbearable for me, I hate studying alone in this enormous house. I'm used to being students in the classroom, with my friends ...
My demon starts to wear on me very much when the weekend arrives and the house is empty ... only the sounds of cars passing fast as ... this is almost unnerving silence, depresses me, I oprime ... I am losing my mind, sometimes it's nice to have your own quiet corner ... but not for long.
Yesterday while cooking and watching my friends riducchiare for the kitchen, and I was happy because they are those few moments in which I am truly quiet.
sclero after this afternoon ... over and out.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Kitchen Extractor Carbon Filter
suicide on Saturday ...
I'm a house of cards in a hurricane,
A reckless ride in the pouring rain,
He cuts me
and the pain is all I want to feel,
He'll run away just like a child,
He drives me crazy drives me wild, But I'm helpless
When he smiles ...
I'm a house of cards in a hurricane,
A reckless ride in the pouring rain,
He cuts me
and the pain is all I want to feel,
He'll run away just like a child,
He drives me crazy drives me wild, But I'm helpless
When he smiles ...
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